Turning around
Left and right
Hoping to get a peaceful night
Here my stomach saying "No"
Churning  throughout the night

Toilet is my second home
Staying in it, multiple time
Only leaving after pills

Pain filled the atmosphere
Reminding me that I am alone
Looking around
I felt cold
As tears formed without a know
I covered myself with blanket
To stop the tears from falling
Like a stopper for running tap

Missing the time when u around
Giving me secure, care
And saying
"Pain will go away.
  Don't worry, I will be here with you"